Unattractive
More than once in my life, i have felt unattractive. This recently happened to me again. I don't like insecurity. It puts your emotions in the hands of others. But someone I thought I knew better made me feel unattractive. I don't think it was intentional, but it happened all the same.
Why do we keep coming back to that same old issue. Childhood issues of inadequacy. I have worked through them many times in different methods. And working on it still. I see myself in a different light than others see me. I see myself internally. That picture is different than that girl i see in the mirror. Mirror girl had become a stranger to me over the last few years. See "Out of the Cave"
Now I am working on making her life anew. Learning with each step the things I need to hold onto and the things I need to let go of. I hope that you are not one of the ones I need to let go of. But if I continue to feel inadequate around you, this will not be a path I will follow. My time is so precious to me now. And I want people around me that hold me as the gift i can be. And a friend to me as well as to themselves.
Be there for me friend. don't use me or turn away from me when things get difficult. I work hard at keeping an eye out for my co-hearts. And know that the balance in the universe will require the same for the people in my life.
Peace.
Why do we keep coming back to that same old issue. Childhood issues of inadequacy. I have worked through them many times in different methods. And working on it still. I see myself in a different light than others see me. I see myself internally. That picture is different than that girl i see in the mirror. Mirror girl had become a stranger to me over the last few years. See "Out of the Cave"
Now I am working on making her life anew. Learning with each step the things I need to hold onto and the things I need to let go of. I hope that you are not one of the ones I need to let go of. But if I continue to feel inadequate around you, this will not be a path I will follow. My time is so precious to me now. And I want people around me that hold me as the gift i can be. And a friend to me as well as to themselves.
Be there for me friend. don't use me or turn away from me when things get difficult. I work hard at keeping an eye out for my co-hearts. And know that the balance in the universe will require the same for the people in my life.
Peace.
Comments
Oh Mel! You are so very attractive. I would go so far as to say you are magnetic. You draw people to yourself. You create interest and pique curiousity. You are mystery and substance at the same time. And if you ever need someone to remind you, call me!
Wonderful!