How Lame is that?
So today i had a topic all picked out and i can't remember what it was! Shit...that brain o mine is eating up my thoughts again. I blame my pregnancy. it took brain cells out.
So i have so totally slacked on my Weight Watchers plan the last two weeks. I have gained 4lbs back. that is not what i want. But i am not eating according to plan, or drinking enough water. So hence i am gaining the weight back. How do i come back to the self esteem issues over and over again? Battle number 54,324. Each day that i am alive seems that i struggle with self worth. Its getting old and boring. But i guess i don't see the good as much as i used to. And that seems to contribute to my eating habits. And so does summer. I am tooo tired and hot to clean, cook, shop, or do anything extra~!
But today is a new day. and i am going to keep on trying. I know that i have to retrace some steps. But in order to get this bi**h back in shape, i am not going to beat myself up anymore for slipping just a little. I will accomplish what i set out to accomplish. I will just know there are bumps in the road, and pot holes that i will get sucked into. I have been in much worse spots than this. But i will continue on. And i will eventually win. oh yes.
Because i am good enough, I am smart enough, and dog gonnit, people like me...thanks stuart s.
okay, are you convinced? i am for now...HA! could you pass the sugar free desert?
So i have so totally slacked on my Weight Watchers plan the last two weeks. I have gained 4lbs back. that is not what i want. But i am not eating according to plan, or drinking enough water. So hence i am gaining the weight back. How do i come back to the self esteem issues over and over again? Battle number 54,324. Each day that i am alive seems that i struggle with self worth. Its getting old and boring. But i guess i don't see the good as much as i used to. And that seems to contribute to my eating habits. And so does summer. I am tooo tired and hot to clean, cook, shop, or do anything extra~!
But today is a new day. and i am going to keep on trying. I know that i have to retrace some steps. But in order to get this bi**h back in shape, i am not going to beat myself up anymore for slipping just a little. I will accomplish what i set out to accomplish. I will just know there are bumps in the road, and pot holes that i will get sucked into. I have been in much worse spots than this. But i will continue on. And i will eventually win. oh yes.
Because i am good enough, I am smart enough, and dog gonnit, people like me...thanks stuart s.
okay, are you convinced? i am for now...HA! could you pass the sugar free desert?
Comments
Faith. In yourself.
I think you have it under control!
*hug*
Keep at it, Keep Ya Head Up!