Sad Saturday

March 11, 2006

Sad Saturday

I have an undescribable feeling of dread in my body today. i don't know why that is. I hope its just a low energy day. Something inside me sank this morning. My heart feels very heavy. Like rocks are slowly being placed one by one there. and i can't remove them.

I hope nothing bad has happened to someone i love. sighs. i hate that feeling. knowing you can't help someone when they need you. because you don't know what is really going on.

for now. breathe and wait to see what is going to happen. :hug:

Comments

Meandering Mandler said…

funny you should write this, i've been thinking a lot about my body lately. and i've been objectifying its needs instead of letting my emotional self get in the way. i've been finding my body to have a mind of its own, it tells me what it needs from me; if i respond by taking care of it, it treats me well! if i'm in a crappy mood, i also find that by letting my body take care of me, i can feel better (meaning to let it out for a walk, do some stretching, take a nice bath, whatever it may be.) basically, my body is a super loving and sensitive organ that needs attention and can give me attention when i need it most.

5:00 AM

winter said…

Apart from a bit of excitement and annoyance, I can tell you that I'm fine at least. So you can reduce your worries by a smidge on that count...

*hug*

8:02 AM

Alexandra said…

I know that feeling well....wish I'd known. I could've focused some quality Reiki your way...

Also, another friend I know says that when she hasn't had a massage in awhile, it tends to bring out emotional toxins as well as physical...and you just had one. Hmmmm....*wonders*

Love you, sister. *hug*

9:52 AM